It’s day 12 in the blog every day challenge. Today the question is: What do you miss? (a person, a thing, a place, a time of your life…)

I’ll be the first to tell you that I live so much in the past. I’m resistant to change and the future scares me. So what do I miss? I think it’s pretty clear. Basically any good moments in my life that have passed. I wish I wasn’t so sentimental and that I good appreciate a good moment and then move on, mmm but I can’t.

If you wanted me to be even more specific I could tell you that I miss the time in my life when I wasn’t worried about big decisions for my big girl life. You know like am I ready for marriage, am I ready to have kids, to start my life according to societal norms. I miss the days when I was just deciding what weekend I would drive to visit friends or go camping. In lots of ways I don’t feel like I’ve changed much from that girl and maybe that’s why it seems sad. So much more time has passed than it seems, but in my mind where all my memories live I’m still that young girl.